Brittany Nichole Bohn

Hey Britt. its Sierra. Your sister. i thought you forgot about me.

Brittany brittany Brittany. When i found out the news. That you past away i cried like a big baby here at the church in the arms of a Sister i just met. It was like a bomd of fear and saddness that hit my heart. I cried everyday for you. i couldn't believe it. i had so many thought running in and out of my head think if i should go back and be with the family and be there for Chey. i didnt No what to do, but the more i read the word and had fellowship i realize that God has a plan for the family through your death. You wanna no something Britt sometimes i forget that your gone. im having the best time of my life over hear and when i stop to look up at the sky i remember that im cross the world and that you are no longer here with us. yeah i start to cry but i think about Jesus and the word That says Seek the Lord and all these thing will be added to you. some times i cry and cry and i tell myself i cant do it it do it. i wanna go back home, but i realize that i have to stay here in thailnd and learn the heart of God and preach the Gosple to the thai natives. i cant look back in life if i had the power to bring you back i will do it but i dont have take kind of power. When im over here in thailand sometimes i cant stop thinking about Cheyenne. it must be so hard on her i just hope she dont turned to drinking and smoking weed to hide the pain. because thats what i us to do so i cant understand why she's doing the things she doing, but in my heart i fill that she's smarter than that. i miss cheyenne so much when i get off the airplane im gonna run to her and give her the biggest KISS/HUGE and mom she's taking it really hard. when i look at mom, Mom is a very VERY strong women Very stong women she just cant see that, YOU know HOW mom IS BRitt.hahaha.

You wanna no what im gonna miss. are the nights with you cheyenne mom and me ALL of us talking in the kitchen talking about what we wanna be in life and talking about the family and laughing with you. Sometimes britt i was so mad at you because the thing you did, i didnt understand your heart at the time but when i look back i realize many things. Im so happy that God picked to be my sister. When i go back to Amercia i promise you that all be there for Grace and all tell her all the funny jokes. All her what king of person you were and that you loved her so much. i promise you that me cheyenne an brandon mike will always be here for her.

Hey britt WILL GET THROUGH THIs hardship in life. with losing you .WHY because we are THE BOHN"S we WILL MAKE IT we always had AND WE WILL always will..why Because we have each other to lean on. im so happy in my heart that God put the love in are hearts for each other.

Dont be mad at me if i dont come and and see you at your grave when i go back to America, my heart is not ready for that yet..

hey britt

i love you and i aways new that you were always there from me. you helped me so much in life.... you see now im crying... you stupid girl, stupid stupid girl why did you have to leave that night..i miss you so dam much BRITTANY!

I LOVE YOU..

From

Sierra Bohn

LOVE YOU all see you in heaven i hope your waiting at the 12th gate. wait for us.

Ps u have no more sin..haha

         Brittany           WHO WERE YOU? SO THEY ASK. I HAD A LIFE, I HAD A DAUGHTER, I HAD A FAMILY,I WAS LOVED,THAT DAY I WENT HOME,I WAS NOT READY,TO THOSE WHO WATCHED ME LEAVE THIS EARTH AND DID NOTHING I WAS BRITTANY,I HAD A LIFE LIKE YOURS I HAD A FAMILY LIKE YOU, I HAD SOMETHING TO LIVE FOR,DID YOU THINK I HAD NO LIFE,YOU CAN TELL  MY FAMILY HOW SORRY YOU ARE,TELL MY BABY SHE WILL NEVER SEE ME AGAIN TELL HER HOW I DIED,TELL HER HOW YOU LET MY BREATH GO OUT AND DID NOTHING,TELL MY MOTHER HOW  I REALLY DIED,IF YOU CAN CLEAR YOUR MIND, TELL MY MOM SO SHE CAN REST TELL MY MOM YOU WERE COWARDS TELL HER YOU LET ME DIE. YOU ASK WHO WAS I, I WAS A HUMAN BEING WHO DESERVED TO LIVE,NOW I AM JUST A MEMORY TO MY LOVED ONE'S YOU TOOK AWAY LIFE A MOTHER TO SOMEONE A SISTER,BROTHER NIECE GRANDAUGHTER, FRIEND WHY ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS OPEN YOUR MOUTH USE YOUR FINGERS PICK UP A PHONE CALL THE NEXT OF KIN WHY, SO MEAN? NOW THERE ARE REGRETS TO LATE FOR SOMETHING YOU SHOULD HAVE DONE, BUT DID NOT,NOW THERE IS PAIN IN MY MOMS HEART PAIN THAT WILL NEVER GO AWAY WHY? I CAN ONLY SAY YOU WERE COWARDS, I NEEDED TO LIVE FOR MY DAUGHTER YOU TOOK THAT AWAY FROM ME ON APRIL 16,2009 I LEFT TO EARLY DID  YOU THINK ABOUT BEFORE YOU SELFISHLY DECIDED TO TURN THE OTHER WAY AND WALK OUT THE DOOR ASK YOUR SELF NOW WAS IT WORTH IT, TELL MY DAUGHTER THAT SHE WILL MISS EVERTHING SHE WAS PROMISSED WHEN I BECAME A MOTHER TELL HER THAT HER MOM WILL NOT BE THERE FOR HER, TELL MY GRANDPARENTS, AUNTS, UNCLES,FRIENDS YOU CHEATED THEM OUT OF A LOVED ONE SO  I ASK AGAIN WHY? I AM RESTING NOW I AM WITH GOD AND COULD ONLY WATCH OVER MY FAMILY FROM UP ABOVE, MY TIME CUT SHORT BECAUSE OF IGORANCE, OR WAS IT, WERE YOU THAT ENVY OF ME THAT I HAD A FAMILY THAT LOVED ME,NOT LIKE YOURS, I HAD A LIFE WHAT DID YOU HAVE, BUT EVIL INSIDE OF YOU,WERE YOU THAT HEARTLESS, WELL LIKE I SAID I AM OK, NOW DON'T WORRY ABOUT ME,YOU DID NOT KILL MY SPIRIT, TELL MY MOM YOU DID THIS TO ME,SO SHE CAN LET ME REST, TELL HER YOU TOOK HER DAUGHTER BY DOING NOTHING THAT DAY, ALL OF YOU TURNED YOUR BACKS ON A HUMAN BEING AND YOU WERE MY FRIENDS-SOSOSOS CALL---DO ME A FAVOR STAY AWAY FROM MY FAMILY THEY WANTED TO RIP YOUR HEART OUT,BUT GOD TOLD THEM NO,GOD IS GOING TO TAKE CARE OF YOU IN HIS TIMING  WELL COWARDS ARE WHAT YOU ARE                              

WOW WEAR DO I START. WE DID SO MUCH TOGETHER. I REMEMBER WEN U WERE PREGO.N ME N U WERE UNSEPERABLE. NO ONE COULD BREAK US UP.WE DID EVERYTHING TOGETHER.REMEMBER WEN I ALWAYS PULLED PRANKS ON EVERYONE.I MISS SHARS THOSE LAUGHS WITH YOU.DAD CALLED US BUMS CUS WE WOULD JUS SIT N UR ROOM N WATCH MOVIES ALL DAY N EAT LIKE PIGS.LOL I MISS U SOO MUCH.ITS SO HARD FOR ME TO STOP CRYIN.I KNO U VISIT ME.I FEEL UR PRESENTS.EVERYNIGHT I SLEEP WIT MOM CUZ I WANT TO FEEL LIKE SOME ONE IS THERE WIT ME. WEN I LOST PAULINE U WERE THERE FOR ME.U HELPD ME GET THREW IT.U TOLD ME A COUPLE OF DAYS B4 U LEFT.THAT AUNT PAULINE TOLD U TO TAKE CARE OF ME..IT HUTS CUZ U WONT B ABLE TO NO MORE.U WERE THE ONLY ONE WHO REALLY CARED ABOUT ME.U BOUGHT ME EVERYTHING.N U SHOWD UR LOVE ME IN SO MANY WAYS.I KNEW U LOVED ME.U WERE MT PARTNER IN CRIME.U TOLD ME EVERYTHING.N I TOLD U EVERYTHING.I HATE HOW U LEFT ME THE WAY U DID.I ALWAYS TALKD ABOUT HOW GRACIE IS GONNA B MY RIGHT MY HAND.N IM GONNA STEEL HER AWAY FROM U N TAKE HER SHOPPIN N MAKE HER UPU ALWAYS SAID ILL KIK UR ASS IF U MAKE MY DAUGHTER B A LIL CRAZY ONE.I WOULD ALWAYS LOOK AT U N SMILE.CUZ U KNO HOW I WOULD.BUT NOW THAT GRACIE AINT HERE.ITS SO HARD FOR ME TO EVEN SMILE! EVERYNIGHT I WOULD SIT IN MY ROOM N CRY OUT TO U.BUT U AINT NEVER GONNA RESPOND.I MISSS U SO MUCH BRIT.REMEBER WEN WE WOULD GO DRIVIN N BLAST OUR MUSIC.IM GONNA ISS U YELLIN ACROSS THE HOUSE" HEY SHY..U KNO ANY NEW SONG" N I ALWAYS UNDATD U ON EVERYTHING.REMEBER WE WOULD SIT N CRUZ ON MYSPACE.IM GONNA MISS JUD HAVIN U.IVE ONLY BEEN IN UR ROOM ONLY 2 TIMES SINCE U LEFT.I AHVENT SLEPT IN MY ROOM SINCE U LEFT.IM SCARD DADS GONNA KNOCK ON MY ROOM N TELL ME SOMEONE ELES CLOE TO ME HAS PAST.BUT HOW CAN IT WEN THE CLOSTEST PPL I EVER HAD IN MY LIFE HAS LEFT ME ALONE.I REMEMBER BRANDON WOKE ME UPS N TOLD THAT PAULINE LEFT ME.N THATS Y IM SCARD TO GO TO SLEEP.U SAID U WERE GONNA GET ME A PHONE FOR MY BDY THAT WEEKEND.BUT U NEVER CAME BACK GET ME THAT.THE LAST TIME I SAY U WAS WEN I WAS PLAYIN SOFTBALL WIT SOME FRIENDS.N U COUGHT ME PLAYIN WIT UR GLOVE.I WAS SCARD CUZ I KNEW I WAS GONNA GET IT.BUT U NEVER CAME BACK.N I STILL MISS U KNOCKIN ON MY DOOR ASKIN FOR UR INTERNET LATE AT NIGHT.N TELIN ME ABOUT UR CRAZY NIGHT.I TOLD U ALL MY SECRETS.IM ALWAYS GONNA MISS THAT EAR U AD.U ALWAYS LISTIN TO ME.I MISS GOIN TO THE MALL N JUS WALKIN AROUND LAUGHIN AT EVERYONE.I HATE WALKIN BY UR ROOM.CUZ I KNO I WOULD NEVER SEE U LAYIN DOWN.I WOULD ALWAYS TALK TO U ABOUT MAKE UP N STUFF.I MISS U SO MUCH BIG SIS.I HOPE U HEAR MY PRAYS.I KNO UR BY MY SIDE.BUT ITS NOT GOOD EOUGH FOR ME.I WANT U HERE AGAIN!!!! I MISS U SOOOOOOO MUCH I CANT EVEN EXPLANE.I LOVE U BIGGGG SIS.!LOVE ALWAYS N FOREVER!!!